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it is a new day of August 2009.pejam celik, pejam celik, the year is almost reach the end ... another 4 month and its going to be 2010. yesterday, was a ....dunno .... day. i hate to have so many bosses that have different thoughts. because it is very hard to obey to everyone. that's why we only have 1 Mighty GOD.... YA ALLAH... make me sabar and tabah with all these old people.huhu...they are old and full of experience, 1 is little bit lazy but rajin in his own way. 1 is very energetic but always talk more than needed. 1 is very .... awesome ... in my eyes...but also bahaya...because he is so good in every aspect. he not just simply said and bossing but he did all he can do. but...the problem is he see everyone is as good, as rajin, as pandai and as can do anything as him.
means .... i have 3 voices that want me to do what they want me to do ...

haih .... (--)
what i need just little time to .... reconfigure my ear and otak, and reschedule everything ... that at least can make 2 of this old mans... feel. yes. shida is good.=)

last night, i browse on facebook,looking for old frens... and ...i found 1. i love her so much. i miss the beautiful friendship we used to have... dulu, i was so damn crying because we cant be in the same place ...maybe i'm kinda of childish at the moment. but now... i understand why do Allah make we walked in different path.. bila dikenang2, this girl, have so much influence in me... but looking at what my girl be now, i dun want to be that girl ... God always know what best ... and this is the best ... i just hope, that God will reach her heart with light of iman, and lead her way to a better life in islam way. i did not say that i'm good in this, but ... we use to be in the same school, learning all those hukum in islam... she know the rules ... that will make life better, dunia akhirat ...

it's a sad, emo post ... hehe. just need to jot it down, in order for me to start another writing on my paper for udm journal. this time i cannot aim high because the thesis was so simple. hehe... what a shame...

ok, done for today. for all those happen to read, have a nice day.