Monday, August 24, 2009

satu usaha

untuk motivasi diri sendiri=)

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subhanallah ....

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barakah bulan ini ...

3 ramadhan


alhamdulillah, dah 3 hari puasa, semoga rahmat yang Tuhan berikan ni sedikit sebanyak melimpahi hidup dan rumahtangga kami, semoga aman hendaknya ke akhir masa. today, i bring a bundle of old clothes, preloved=) to be given to makcik2 cleaner. hope ada yang diorang berkenan nak pakai, still ok, the baju cuma agak kebudakan untuk lecturer pakai. huhu...


semalam i made .....UDANG MASAK SERAI.


sedap ngat....hahahahaha...perasan. the original recipe come from kyra. tu la kan, orang kata nak berguru ni biar beradab, hari tu aku buat sekali main ingat2 je apa yang kyra buat dulu. pahtu tak best. then semalam i ask her for the recipe 1st baru buat....there,...jadi pun. TQ kyra the bakal pengantin=) tapi ada inovasi sket, bila api dah tutup, perah lemon atas udang then kacau... Subhanallah .... baunya best sangat.... sib bek poser... kalu dop seperiuk habis masa masak.





today, buke umoh mok...relax ar...kui3x...





nak buat pe ye today? macam tade keje jer lately.


owh... nak wat article tuk buletin, dah lama janji ngan kakzana. hari tu ingatkan nak documentkan xtvt bersih kolah ngan tanah, tapi tak jadi la pulak.... so buat pasal haruan la pulak. maybe can open the eye of several aimed upper line people... huhu....





lepas puasa ni rasanya nak start projek trial bila tilapia, tak pernah bela ikan ni, nak tengok je performance dia gane. sesuai tak ngan kolah baru tu.... buat outline la sket.





and nak habiskan detail budget for projek panchax. pastu buleh antor ke Dr.wahid... untuk review.





okay, can start working...





owh, lupe. today is our 7th month anniversary...huhu...alhamdulillah...the progress of this rumahtangga is so okay so far ...



"Rabbi habli minladun' ka zurriyatan' toyiibatan... innaka sami'uddua' "

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

okay...up there...is the picture of grapefruit or in bahasa melayu: limau gedang.
which i bouught for 5rm for 2 pcs at mydin last 2 days. one have fungus infection so just need to throw it in the dustbin, and another one, i open, hehe=0 koyok mende eh english? in the the car for me and my husband.
actually this is our 1st time bertaaruf with this fruit.... and i wonder, awat susoh benor nok koyok kulit ye ni .... and susoh jugok nok peel out the isi...
bila dah terkoyok isi ...
loh ... leklek macam limau bali versi kecit....
huhu....
there you are .... no exploring no added knowledge.
at least me n my hubby today, learning something new about; the sweet orangy fragrance of grapefruit, the hard to peel skin and the bitter2 sweet taste. i only had one piece and the rest i leave it to my hubby, cannot go la with the taste.
maybe, this is the taste of MYDin's grapefruit, hope to have opportunity to harvest real not virtual grapefruit in farville;;;; new addiction;;;;

more info for those who always thirsty for new knowledge;
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grapefruit
http://ligakampung.com/blog/limau-bali-best/
yesterday ...
was a ... what day should a call it?
huhu, with my little "vocab" ... i cant explain it. need to study and read more.
it was a .... day.
ceritanya, begin, late in the evening, after a tiring and exhausted day, just get back from the hatchery, most of our keli died, the biggest induk eat all her friends, maybe because the panas day... then went to my ex-rent house which now is kak ida n abang amin's honeyhouse=), packed all my lot stuff, angkut all the meja, rack, katil and everything n moved everything to our new house in paloh.
owh, lupe nak amik gambor of my new ampaian, so cute but of course merabakkan poket my hubby. i said i wont pay for it because i have already buy the house, huhu, kejam ork.
fair enuff i think.

herm, back to the story, after the hectic tiring day, then the drama begins.
herm, i noticed that my mother in law agak muram since we "really" move to our new house which is only bersebelahan of her house. the closeness, i can picture it with, if my sister in law kentut kat lam bilik dia pun, i still can hear. hehe. dengan kedekatan itu, but still ... my mother in law feel .... maybe we can say losing his son, to me? and lonely maybe. and terjadilah, adegan terpercik api skit, my cute hubby start a war, that so childish actually but really cute, and both that anak beranak crying. aku n adik, tersepit kat tengah2. after being pujuk. my hubby talk to his mother and a lot more tears....

it was just ....
i can imagine if i am her mother...
she was just need more time to adapt.
and kesedihan tu mybe bertambah bila ayoh was so busy lately.
padahal, kami hari2 g jenguk n singgah, but of course tak tido situ, because what the point we buy our new house tu kan ....
but, i just smile to see the .... magic n love between mother and son.
let them be ....
and hope my son will love me like that also ...
hurm...wish i will have one sooner ....=

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

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thimgs i did this evening.

hehe... long way to go.

but chayyok.

bulan puasa dekat dah.

one thing jer will stop me to reach the target ....

herm... pregnancy.=)

another ticker i've made also ...

huhu ....

umi message jumaat hari tu, tengok semanis kurma ...ayat yang ustazah bahiyah kasi tu sama macam ayat yang nurul kasi ...

perkongsian buat yang sama2 tengah berusaha to conceive for a merrier life ...

surah ali imran ayat 38, dan surah al anbiya ayat 89 ...

bila direnung, sedangkan nabi yang maksum pun diuji dengan sunyinya hidup berumahtangga tanpa bayi ... ini pulak kita ...

my marriage ...heheh, kecoh ... baru 6 bulan ... baru lagi ... tapi dah ada rumah seronok sket kalau ada baby....

whoaaaa.... banyaknye permintaan hidup ....

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i was thinking of reconfiguring and make this blog more colourful and cheerful and menarik. but i realize that i dunno how. maybe i will try to browse for ready made template that is beautiful enuff in my eyes.

yesterday, cuti. to clean and clear our new house. next to my mother in law's house. dunno if anything happen in the future(just thinking for the worse)... how to manage. but really pray to God our jodoh kekal ke hujung nyawa. life will not always good but hoping that Allah set this jodoh to happy ending.

herm, that house, well, manusia mmg tak pernah puas, ... little bit small la ... compared to my father's n his father's house. but, ok la , for two of us. besor2 takut plok nanti. plus, Allah know me very well. He said, this girl not yet ready for a big house, she is so lazy! (^0^)

dunno how long will we be living in this house, kdg2 rasa macam nak stay lama, tapi apart of me also said, u shud fly asap. Ada banyak amalan masa anak dara yang aku tinggalkan bila dah kawen, maybe batasan dan alasan. segalanya yang malas n ...err...alasanlah. that make my life ... sedikit kekurangan ...ada sedikit kosong. solat hajat n istikaharah. mybe thats why i sort of dunno where, when, how to lead my future... yeah, there are 10-50% of interference of that from the fact that i am not lead it with my own way because i get married. i have to replan, reconfiguring, reconsidering everything so that we can walk together .... but ... still the kelalaian is solat2 tu have the effects also .... since i already realize it now, i shud make some changes tonight insyaAllah ... berazam, berazam.

ok, its time to work. semoga ikhlas seadanya shida bekerja hari ini.
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Monday, August 3, 2009

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it is a new day of August 2009.pejam celik, pejam celik, the year is almost reach the end ... another 4 month and its going to be 2010. yesterday, was a ....dunno .... day. i hate to have so many bosses that have different thoughts. because it is very hard to obey to everyone. that's why we only have 1 Mighty GOD.... YA ALLAH... make me sabar and tabah with all these old people.huhu...they are old and full of experience, 1 is little bit lazy but rajin in his own way. 1 is very energetic but always talk more than needed. 1 is very .... awesome ... in my eyes...but also bahaya...because he is so good in every aspect. he not just simply said and bossing but he did all he can do. but...the problem is he see everyone is as good, as rajin, as pandai and as can do anything as him.
means .... i have 3 voices that want me to do what they want me to do ...

haih .... (--)
what i need just little time to .... reconfigure my ear and otak, and reschedule everything ... that at least can make 2 of this old mans... feel. yes. shida is good.=)

last night, i browse on facebook,looking for old frens... and ...i found 1. i love her so much. i miss the beautiful friendship we used to have... dulu, i was so damn crying because we cant be in the same place ...maybe i'm kinda of childish at the moment. but now... i understand why do Allah make we walked in different path.. bila dikenang2, this girl, have so much influence in me... but looking at what my girl be now, i dun want to be that girl ... God always know what best ... and this is the best ... i just hope, that God will reach her heart with light of iman, and lead her way to a better life in islam way. i did not say that i'm good in this, but ... we use to be in the same school, learning all those hukum in islam... she know the rules ... that will make life better, dunia akhirat ...

it's a sad, emo post ... hehe. just need to jot it down, in order for me to start another writing on my paper for udm journal. this time i cannot aim high because the thesis was so simple. hehe... what a shame...

ok, done for today. for all those happen to read, have a nice day.