Calling here and there for free fishes! Dun have much money leave to buy lots of costly fishes.
Hubby and RA's (got 2 already, Nani and Khairi), ahaks...cant believe it sometimes ... got grant to pay them. Feel so good to give them such opportunity to gain money and works, and at the same time they help me doing the research. They now work hard to find only 10 Panchaxs ... but at these dry season, so hard to find even 1 pair of it. Haiyaa..... May God bless us with at last 10 Panchax. hehe.
This evening, should head to UMT for 1stBase event, but do not know if Hubby still want to go coz he is now in the paya with khairi looking for the fishes!
One blogger friend .... already almost 4 years married, also got problem to get baby. And, he and her couple were working so hard towards it. If I made my own assumption, from what I read, she really stress with "their condition" now. Or maybe I will feel and react the same way in next 2 years? Dunno ....
I remember, I used to read one unknown writer wrote ....
First I was dying to finish high school and start college. And then I was dying to finish college and start working. Then I was dying to marry and have children. And then I was dying for my children to grow old enough so I could go back to work. But then I was dying to retire. And now, I am dying . . . And suddenly I realized I forgot to live.
The writer then, continue to say ....
Please don’t let this happen to you.
Appreciate your current situation and thank God for the good and bad in your life.
If you are living for God, your current situations are working for good.
Remember that everyday is a day of thanksgiving.
Give God the praise for what He is doing in your life right now.
Perhaps something is amiss or has gone awry, but the Lord is still in charge and He has promised never to leave you nor forsake you.
The song declares that, “This Too Shall Pass”, because God is working it out for you.
Chasing and trying to hve what we do not own... sometimes, we need to have a break, and ask ourself, for whom actually we did this ....
Because sometimes, it simply because we look so strange for not having that "GIFT"
Really hope b writing this, I will remind my own soul everytime it got sick thats....
[Shida...its okay la baby...Enjoy your life no matter how hard it is ...for God sake.]
Live your life!